Secret Santa Project 2014

God put this into my heart : to gave a gift to His children who needy at XXXX church.

(i didnt put the name of the church in here, because i still want to make this project annonim)

i didnt think a lot, i just contact my sister asked merlin's number.

she is a teacher at sunday school at XXX church.

when i contact her and give the idea, she welcoming it and said she will give a list of children who needy.

it really smooth, she didnt even ask me why and the detail.*ya i always want to make everything simple

at first, i didnt expect a lot of list of children.
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I just expect 10 child, because i just have a little money at my hand.

but at 20 dec morning, merlin gave me list consist of 25 child, consist of 6 todler, 8 early primary school, 8 primary school and 3 junior high school.. 

i immediately worry that we can not gave a gift to all of them. T.T

then i make a second plan, to gave a half of them shoes and another half a bag.

but turned out, merlin have asked the children their shoes size. TTTTT_TTTTTT

i can not made them sad, i panic, but somehow, i know God will provide.

i contact my big sissy, for helping me to fund the money.

She didnt scold me as usual for doing something without thinking, instead she said that she proud with me, support me, ask what she could do beside funding the money.

She help me make an announcement message to send it to our closed family and friends.

My big sissy send it to her husband and in law family and I send it to one of my best friend.

Only one hour, my friends donate too T.T and what make me really suprise that she doesnt even ask the detail, she simple trust me.

Big sissy report that they will make a donate unfortunattely still not decide the amount.

Then i worried that the money will didnt enough to cover all the expense.

But deep inside my heart, i feel that my big sissy funding will succeed.

and i know God will never let me alone and makes me ashamed to not fulfil my promise to the children.

Well... somehow, God will fulfil the expense from my big sis inlaw family.

Who still not decide the amount at that time.

But, i think i should do something if something bad happen.

I contact one of my friend whom i know could donate money and a group.

welll they didnt donate, not even donate, not react at all to this project. 

*i really dissapointed to them :((( since they closed to me and we learn to be generous together :((

Anw after this project was done, i share with acit, and she said “we can not judge other, maybe they have another priority”. Well it comfort me a lot and try to not have a negative thinking to them.

at night i brave myself to ask my big sissy how much they will donate.

and thank jesusss... the money is enough to buy 25 shoes for a children T.T

we bought shoes and wrap it at 23 dec and 24 dec we distributed the gift to 25 children :).

 my big sissy with our groceries 

 the shoes before we wrap it

*me and my big sissy really love every single shoes that we bought :DDD

The Gift

The Greeting Card.
*The sender of this gift of course the star who born : PAPI JESUS IN HEAVEN *

merlin gave the gift. their house only 2x2 meter :((

big sissy gave the gift.

i didn't gave the gift, because i have to stay at car. because the neighbourhood is not safety to leave car.
so i only hear the story from my big sissy and can not saw expression fo the children when they got their gift :(.

big sissy told me that some child when they gave the gift was shock, because after they gave the gift they left without talking to much. because we want to make this project annonim (God who give the gift to them).

but some child who get their gift smile very brightly and my big sissy said that when they back they found one child who opened and tried their gift and smile shyly :). only hear this made my heart really happy :)

 

one of the neighbourhood

this is what i learn for this project.- when God want u to do something, He will put it in ur heart. what u have to do is just do what He said. just obey what He want. He will make a way. and u just only a helper for His plan.

- when ur heart said God will provide, He will. worry only makes u look older.

- people who help you is someone who really know you and trust you. best friend and family. u must taking care of them more and this is about social networking. the more they know you, the more they will trust you. spend time to bonding is a must.

the replacement santa, become so skinny because stress with the new job :p

*for people that i love... thank you for every encouragement, time and energy to made this project come true. let's made this project annually :D and dear You thank you for trusting this project to us.. Happy Birthday Papi Jesus in Heaven :*