Storm
haish...
this is my first post after my 3 month hectic crazy life. err..
one of my resolution was make a blog, well i did it,
thank God, my resolution is not make a routine post, if it is, i will failed rite after my first post that i made,
LOL
oke. i learn a loooooot for this 3 month,
God touch me in every aspec of my life : work, study, religious, etc.
and make me realise who i am, what i want, what i need, my goal etc.
anw, i am not that super hard worker person, i make a short getaway too...
i went to penang last month, maybe tomorrow or today i will post the photo (well i am not promise ya. hehe)
but sadly i can not meet my friends freely lately. hiks.
i turn to be a selfish and ignorant girl in this several months.
but i always explain my condition to all my friends, so that they know my situation and understand the situation.
some of them fully support me, and some of them like judge me that i am change, i am arrogant (hee... -__-") etc. well for this kind of friends, now i know that they just want i always available for them, without thinking about myself, -___-"
i experience a storm in my office and at the same time in my study. But i always belive in every crissis there is opportunity. Storm is only about u absorb the pain and u are at the same place OR u absorb the pain and bounce two times higher than before. well i take the second. i am more mature, more depend on God, event they test me i still a honest and loyal employee and the most important think i know that a lot of people support me. i am overflow with prayer and encouragement. i think i can make a book with their encouragement. and this is my promise, i will be there for them to give encourage at their storm too, to stay and never leave. :*
but i think i am change now, i am become an ambitious, dominan, perfectionis girl. sigh. i hate that kind of girl before. but now i am one of them -___-"
u know that kind of girl rite? they always appear at drama. and turn out lose or die in the final episode.
eh the last korean drama that i watch, this kind of girl go into jail...... T.T
waaaa dont make me like that laaa. at least on my own film. hahaha
but yaaa, will think about it later, i am change because the environtment not because i born to be that girl,
so i think it only appear as myself defense. but i will do my best to make my ambitious, dominan, perfectionis girl to pushed my potential to good to other people not for my self.
oia this one example of the encouragement :
" if this is too tiring u can take a rest, if this is too hard u can cry and u can break down, but u can not give up"
"sometimes u need to set back and watch, being a leader u must put value in ur partner life, dont overprotective to ur partner, it will never make them grow"
"if u are working for good of other, God will beside u, and if He beside u, no one can destroy you"
"we know that this was hard, but we know u can handle it, so that we give it to you"
etc
but the the best encouragement come from my papi. he said "
"relax, if u can not graduate this semester, papi will paid the tuitition for this semester"
muahahahahaha my papi is the best. LOL
my mom and my father push me to graduate this august, but now (24th july LOL) they decide to not push me anymore because they see that rate of my hair loss was very high lately ( if u see my hair now, u can see a big field rite at the center of my head. T.T, i think i will look like a professor soon. T.T)
haha, yaaa thats my life.
but i think, this storm is not as hard as when i was at college,
when my EX bf (errrrrr hate him, hahaha) decide to broke our relationship. 3 days after a ****ing decision he made, because i am in the midle of writing my final essay i went to a remote village to do a research (without a signal, without a friend, i am bear that pain alone -sound like drama rite- LOL) and after my research, while finishing my essay, i am working full time as asisstant lecturer (triple stress, ish). ok even i am not explain it, u feel what a mess my life that time rite? LOL. because of that my mother always call me 2 times a day to ensure that i still alive and want to eat (LOL i love my mom). AND U KNOW WHAT, IT TOOK YEARS FOR HIM TO SAY SORRY. DAMN. SIGH. oke vidya oke vidya. hold it. hold it. haha
thats it, my fabolous day for this three month.
note : oia dear people who talk behind me, based on my DISC profile, my profile is D mentok. so that, i never care with what others talk behind me. thats why, if u really really mean it, please choose another method to destroy me :*
seee.. i am change. LOL.
this is my first post after my 3 month hectic crazy life. err..
one of my resolution was make a blog, well i did it,
thank God, my resolution is not make a routine post, if it is, i will failed rite after my first post that i made,
LOL
oke. i learn a loooooot for this 3 month,
God touch me in every aspec of my life : work, study, religious, etc.
and make me realise who i am, what i want, what i need, my goal etc.
anw, i am not that super hard worker person, i make a short getaway too...
i went to penang last month, maybe tomorrow or today i will post the photo (well i am not promise ya. hehe)
but sadly i can not meet my friends freely lately. hiks.
i turn to be a selfish and ignorant girl in this several months.
but i always explain my condition to all my friends, so that they know my situation and understand the situation.
some of them fully support me, and some of them like judge me that i am change, i am arrogant (hee... -__-") etc. well for this kind of friends, now i know that they just want i always available for them, without thinking about myself, -___-"
i experience a storm in my office and at the same time in my study. But i always belive in every crissis there is opportunity. Storm is only about u absorb the pain and u are at the same place OR u absorb the pain and bounce two times higher than before. well i take the second. i am more mature, more depend on God, event they test me i still a honest and loyal employee and the most important think i know that a lot of people support me. i am overflow with prayer and encouragement. i think i can make a book with their encouragement. and this is my promise, i will be there for them to give encourage at their storm too, to stay and never leave. :*
but i think i am change now, i am become an ambitious, dominan, perfectionis girl. sigh. i hate that kind of girl before. but now i am one of them -___-"
u know that kind of girl rite? they always appear at drama. and turn out lose or die in the final episode.
eh the last korean drama that i watch, this kind of girl go into jail...... T.T
waaaa dont make me like that laaa. at least on my own film. hahaha
but yaaa, will think about it later, i am change because the environtment not because i born to be that girl,
so i think it only appear as myself defense. but i will do my best to make my ambitious, dominan, perfectionis girl to pushed my potential to good to other people not for my self.
oia this one example of the encouragement :
" if this is too tiring u can take a rest, if this is too hard u can cry and u can break down, but u can not give up"
"sometimes u need to set back and watch, being a leader u must put value in ur partner life, dont overprotective to ur partner, it will never make them grow"
"if u are working for good of other, God will beside u, and if He beside u, no one can destroy you"
"we know that this was hard, but we know u can handle it, so that we give it to you"
etc
but the the best encouragement come from my papi. he said "
"relax, if u can not graduate this semester, papi will paid the tuitition for this semester"
muahahahahaha my papi is the best. LOL
my mom and my father push me to graduate this august, but now (24th july LOL) they decide to not push me anymore because they see that rate of my hair loss was very high lately ( if u see my hair now, u can see a big field rite at the center of my head. T.T, i think i will look like a professor soon. T.T)
haha, yaaa thats my life.
but i think, this storm is not as hard as when i was at college,
when my EX bf (errrrrr hate him, hahaha) decide to broke our relationship. 3 days after a ****ing decision he made, because i am in the midle of writing my final essay i went to a remote village to do a research (without a signal, without a friend, i am bear that pain alone -sound like drama rite- LOL) and after my research, while finishing my essay, i am working full time as asisstant lecturer (triple stress, ish). ok even i am not explain it, u feel what a mess my life that time rite? LOL. because of that my mother always call me 2 times a day to ensure that i still alive and want to eat (LOL i love my mom). AND U KNOW WHAT, IT TOOK YEARS FOR HIM TO SAY SORRY. DAMN. SIGH. oke vidya oke vidya. hold it. hold it. haha
thats it, my fabolous day for this three month.
note : oia dear people who talk behind me, based on my DISC profile, my profile is D mentok. so that, i never care with what others talk behind me. thats why, if u really really mean it, please choose another method to destroy me :*
seee.. i am change. LOL.
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