Hi October !
haish...
hectic days ruining my life again. sigh
and i realy miss u, my blog *kiss *kiss *kiss
i want to share my stupid and fun experiment lately, hehe
FIRST
i cut my hair. oke it will not a problem if i only cut 5-10 cm. but i nearly cut my hair into 30 cm.
and now my hair is really really short.......
i look like dora from dora the explorer. hahaha
stupid decision
after a massive attack of problem,
because i can not blame no one and also can not blame God too. So i BLAME MY HAIR
(anw.. for a while i blame God, until i realize that He really love me.. hahaha. i am a wishy-washy naughty daughter ever haha)
I BLAME MY HAIR for my messy life.
I BLAME MY HAIR for making my face look like pale and not shiny
I BLAME MY HAIR for making me so ugly
ya.. i am blaming my hair. LOL
i know it is not its faults. but i need scapegoat so that i make my hair the blame one. LOL
and this is only one of many stupid mistake that i ever make. LOL
even when my hairstyles cut not too short, i still said "no cut it into a very short. i need to throw my bad luck"
hahaha ya ya. that a stupid thought
but now, i regret it, hahaha yaa it's to late, i have to stay in this ugly stage until next year. hiks.
"dear hair, i will try not to blame u for my life anymore. so please, grow faster and more beautiful"
SECOND
yeay. i was going to bandung last week end with my church sell group. and it really fun.
and i take this quote from miyavi's daughter, she is a 6 years old girl "some people like me, some people don't like me. but family always like me. so family is important to me".
They always there for me when i cried and we are laugh together.
THIRD
me and my bff (astrid) have praying for something almost 6 year. when we pray, and God doesnt answer our pray, it feel like hell and sometimes we want to give up. and after a long road, our prayer answered.
well, if u praying for something for a long time, and still God doesn't answer ur prayer.
trust me, when His time come it will be so beautiful. and i believe His answer is really worth to wait.
u will get beyond ur expectation, thats why it took so long. because He need to prepare His gift :)
FOURTH
i just found out that some people trying so hard to keep their position and really afraid to lose it.
i never know that there is a people like that, and they are very pitiful people.
(and i hope i will not be like them someday. lets say amit-amit)
i learn from them, that people like them do something like cheating, gossiping and trying to take down other, always look for a scapegoat it is because they feel insecure for her/his life, so that she/he will do everything to maintain his/her position.
well. if u feel secure enough about ur self, u will give ur place to other people or younger people, give her/his trust and teach her/his to replace you someday.
because, when u feel secure about ur potential, u know that u will get a better and higher position than u have nowdays.
but i think they didnt understand about this concept. sigh
dear you, please. dont ruin ur organisation only because u are insecure.
this is a proof that there is no correlation about age and maturity.
FIFTH
oia.. lately i didnt get what i want, but i am asking God before what should i do, and i know this is His answer toward my life :). Fighting vidy ! ;p
hectic days ruining my life again. sigh
and i realy miss u, my blog *kiss *kiss *kiss
i want to share my stupid and fun experiment lately, hehe
FIRST
i cut my hair. oke it will not a problem if i only cut 5-10 cm. but i nearly cut my hair into 30 cm.
and now my hair is really really short.......
i look like dora from dora the explorer. hahaha
stupid decision
after a massive attack of problem,
because i can not blame no one and also can not blame God too. So i BLAME MY HAIR
(anw.. for a while i blame God, until i realize that He really love me.. hahaha. i am a wishy-washy naughty daughter ever haha)
I BLAME MY HAIR for my messy life.
I BLAME MY HAIR for making my face look like pale and not shiny
I BLAME MY HAIR for making me so ugly
ya.. i am blaming my hair. LOL
i know it is not its faults. but i need scapegoat so that i make my hair the blame one. LOL
and this is only one of many stupid mistake that i ever make. LOL
even when my hairstyles cut not too short, i still said "no cut it into a very short. i need to throw my bad luck"
hahaha ya ya. that a stupid thought
but now, i regret it, hahaha yaa it's to late, i have to stay in this ugly stage until next year. hiks.
"dear hair, i will try not to blame u for my life anymore. so please, grow faster and more beautiful"
SECOND
yeay. i was going to bandung last week end with my church sell group. and it really fun.
and i take this quote from miyavi's daughter, she is a 6 years old girl "some people like me, some people don't like me. but family always like me. so family is important to me".
They always there for me when i cried and we are laugh together.
THIRD
me and my bff (astrid) have praying for something almost 6 year. when we pray, and God doesnt answer our pray, it feel like hell and sometimes we want to give up. and after a long road, our prayer answered.
well, if u praying for something for a long time, and still God doesn't answer ur prayer.
trust me, when His time come it will be so beautiful. and i believe His answer is really worth to wait.
u will get beyond ur expectation, thats why it took so long. because He need to prepare His gift :)
FOURTH
i just found out that some people trying so hard to keep their position and really afraid to lose it.
i never know that there is a people like that, and they are very pitiful people.
(and i hope i will not be like them someday. lets say amit-amit)
i learn from them, that people like them do something like cheating, gossiping and trying to take down other, always look for a scapegoat it is because they feel insecure for her/his life, so that she/he will do everything to maintain his/her position.
well. if u feel secure enough about ur self, u will give ur place to other people or younger people, give her/his trust and teach her/his to replace you someday.
because, when u feel secure about ur potential, u know that u will get a better and higher position than u have nowdays.
but i think they didnt understand about this concept. sigh
dear you, please. dont ruin ur organisation only because u are insecure.
this is a proof that there is no correlation about age and maturity.
FIFTH
oia.. lately i didnt get what i want, but i am asking God before what should i do, and i know this is His answer toward my life :). Fighting vidy ! ;p
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